2020-09-04

ruthct21: (Default)
2020-09-04 12:04 pm

Sizes and quantities

While Mick and I were travelling round the world, I lost very little weight but I certainly lost size: I had to keep altering my sturdy pair of travel trousers and I bought one or two pairs of lightweight trousers (which didn't last long) to increase my options. We did a lot of walking in that trip, quite often 7-8 km a day, but we also enjoyed a lot of lovely food, so I suppose that balanced out!
During the next 18 months or so, I started to follow a calorie-controlled diet and eventually lost around 12kg, which I have kept off. Then I hit the proverbial wall and stopped losing.
Lockdown provided the opportunity to look again at what I was eating. No meetings, no travelling, no visits with family or friends and, initially, no take-outs either. What I have been eating has almost all been under my control! So, after some thought, I went back to the diet. It hasn't been difficult. I was already used to it and I hardly ever feel hungry on it.
So far, I have barely lost a gramme! But what has been changing is my size. Most of my trousers now hang off me, even with a belt. The smaller ones I bought "just in case" as lockdown loomed are fine - for now. I'm doing some alterations, but only to make them the right length.
During the covid era, I have hardly needed to think about what I wear. The main criterion has been "Can I wear it to do gardening?" The iron has very rarely been used on any of them!
I have two main worries now. One is that I have been doing very little exercise, mainly because I have been rather depressed and have found it hard to focus. So if I do try harder, am I going to run out of clothes even faster?
The other is, what happens if life becomes more normal and I start having to go to events which require me to be dressed more smartly. Presumably, most of those clothes are now rather big on me....